It's all so uncertain
trying to settle on unsteady water
constant ripples, changing futures
my life is like water ,flowing from place to place
and my intentions are diminished over time
they say you change,
its inevitable some lights will glow brighter than others.
My life is changing as am I in a million ways
the doors are staring me in the face
but I choose to see past them to the people
that have left me behind,
some--sneering in my face
and I try to no longer feel around them
or put my feelings on mute.
Nothing comes without consequence
so I push it all aside or stare it down,
eventually it fades out
and words lose their meaning
i try to wash the venom from my skin
while i try to heal
the scars become beautiful
suddenly I am something more
im someone who is fighting
whether i win or lose this battle
i atleast know tat i bothered to give it a try.